April 07, 2005
long, long short day
My day was so-so today. I’m not really sure how days should be when you’re getting ready to move to another country. I felt kind of numb today. I’m pissed that I’ve been “dieting” and exercising, and every time I lose a pound, I gain it back. I’d be so happy to get back to my weight from last year. I’m not really sure what I’m doing different. I’m excercising more. I guess it is the rich food that mike makes for me, but what do I do? I love that he cooks for me and he won’t cook lighter. He does sometimes, but I think he’s ethically opposed to it.
I feel drab. Haven’t written in a while
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